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What feelings did you have when you were first diagnosed with MS?
When the diagnosis arrives it takes us by surprise, not only because we don’t know what’s wrong, but because we learn that there is still no cure for this illness. Fortunately, in my case, I was diagnosed quickly. That isn’t to say I wasn’t passed between a series of medical specialists before being diagnosed with MS.
I went through a very difficult period. I had recently lost my father to lung cancer and confusion set in. During that time it was impossible to establish priorities, not only because of the challenge of accepting that now I was the patient, not my Father, but also due to the stress of being the centre of attention. I became the top priority for my family and closest friends.
Everyone helps you. They all want to help, and you get to the point where you feel the need to breathe – just breathe! It’s suffocating being labelled “ill” and losing your decision making capacity and responsibilities.
Can you share more about the moment of realisation where you discovered your priorities?
I don’t believe that I had lost my capabilities at the time – really, I felt different. I was getting tired more easily, I was often irritable and the worst thing was the tingling in my right leg, which was constant. It was then, without realising it, that I started sketching the outline of what would become my Patient Focused Priorities (PFPs)
Around that time, I was invited to join the management of an association for people with Multiple Sclerosis in the city where I live. By spending time with other sufferers I was able to see a different reality. The impact of the illness is different for every one of us. Every case is unique and we cannot view the successes or failures of each patient as a template.
Why is discussing your Patient Focused Priorities (PFPs) with those around you important?
Establishing PFPs alongside our friends and family, our doctor and the other healthcare professionals can also, without a doubt, help improve our future quality of life (QoL). QoL can be understood in several ways. For me, the cognitive aspect takes priority. I started reading more newspapers and books and got hooked on crosswords. Fluent speech and quick thinking was a definite target.
I’ve never been a natural sportsperson, but I understood the importance of getting physical exercise to help with the tingling in my leg. I started walking regularly.
At home, honesty became the key to dealing with my outbursts of anger. Whenever I had one, people told me and I stopped answering back, avoiding arguments. I’d even go to my room and relax for half an hour or so.
In conclusion, establishing our PFPs undoubtedly acts as a tool for guiding us towards a healthy relationship with our illness. Respecting and accepting our new reality demonstrates genuine respect for ourselves and those around us.
The results are already clear as people have stopped seeing me as ill. Indeed, in a way, they now expect as much, if not more, of me than they did before the illness.
What are your priorities for 2019?
2019 will be a challenging year, as the launch of the Bladderunner App will keep me busy fine-tuning this tool. This will certainly appear in the PFPs of many of our community of Multiple Sclerosis sufferers.
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Date of approval: January 2019
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